Baby Steps

It’s fascinating what’s difficult. Predictably, I procrastinate on the exercise part of my morning and savor in the meditating and visualization. The hunger scale is easier than expected, but cravings still gnaw at my brain. Honestly, it’s the same voice telling me not move as the one telling me to eat ice cream or that I didn’t get enough food even though I’m perfectly full just not as full as I want to be and OMG I’M GOING TO STARVE!!!!! Which is ridiculous, because I have sooooo much food. 

I leave for LA tonight, for which I am ever so ready. I’m not quite ready to deal with my finances, etc, but I’ll figure it out. I’m trying out this faking confidence until you have it thing. I will let you know how that works out. Now, off to pack 2 suitcases of stuff into 1! That counts as a workout, right?